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depressed Today is the worst day I've had since APRIL.
It started off alright. My cousins/aunties and i went to Ikea (way out in burbank -_-) to pick out new things for all of our houses. I got this new quilt cover for my bed. its a very stacey-ish color, i think. But anyways, after that.. things declined. I was at my grandma's house and my dad asked me if i remembered to call my piano teacher to reschedule lessons. And.. i, being the forgetful person that i am, didnt remember to call. so he got so mad at me and just started yelling at me in front of my cousins. They even thought it wasn't a big deal. Usually i dont cry anymore when my dad yells at me... but i dont know, i just couldnt help it today.
Then later when i got home from basketball, i got a call from my mother's husband saying he's pressing charges on me and my dad for using his credit card. but he's lying! he gave that itunes allowance to me when i still lived with my mom. its not like i STOLE his credit card number or anything. I just thought that they were letting me keep my allowance. I thought that if they didn't want me to have it anymore, they would have canceled it.
For those of you who don't know, and are confused i'll add this bit of history about my mom and i:
In December 2004, my mom told me i was no longer welcomed to live with her. She said i was unbearable. I'm not trying to sound conceited or stuck up or anything, but most people said i was a good daughter. I liked to study, i was generally very quiet, and i rarely ever lost my temper or got moody.
If that wasn't enough, she decided to try and get me kicked out of my school because ' i didn't live in the area anymore'. i was an EIGHTH grader... it was my LAST six months at my school, and she tried to take it away from me. THEN she called all of the high schools i was applying to and threatened to sue if they admitted me. She tried to take away all of the decent schools, so i wouldn't even have a fighting chance.
This may sound overdrammatic. But its the truth. My mother really did all of those things to me.
Yet i still don't know why i posted them here.
-Stace
August 6 2005, 09:07:28 UTC 6 years ago
August 6 2005, 19:33:27 UTC 6 years ago
August 7 2005, 03:33:48 UTC 6 years ago
August 6 2005, 09:50:27 UTC 6 years ago
Keep your chin up, acting confident even if you aren't makes people less likely to think they are winning. So be strong, If you can stay strong and believe in yourself then even on a bad day you can say to yourself "I am Stacey, and I am myself. I am a good person." Make it your mantra. And remember that even though us internet buddies don't know you as well as we'd like to, We love you for who you are and you can always talk to us without fear of judgement.
Sorry if I'm rambling, I hope everything works out for you.
*gives bucket full of hugs*
xox
Steph
August 6 2005, 19:33:56 UTC 6 years ago
August 6 2005, 11:23:48 UTC 6 years ago
August 6 2005, 19:33:01 UTC 6 years ago
hugs always make me feel nice :)
i'm so looking forward to the letter!